Do you have those blogs that you read, but really don't know who those people are? I know it sounds weird, but there are a few that I read... one I had come across just a little after my 2nd miscarriage. She had blogged about the baby she had just lost and I just felt for her, my heart sank when I read about it and I felt all of my emotions go to sorrow. I just checked in on it and found out that she's pregnant again! I feel this weird sense of happiness for someone I don't know and a little twinge of envy. I see so many women who have gone through a similar situation or have had trouble conceiving, go on to have great pregnancies and beautiful babies. I think it was the most hard when the babies that were due around the same time as my 2nd miscarriage were born. I just loved oogling all of their cuteness and at the same time I was sad...

once again this is just me rambling on some of my crazy emotions... I don't want to sound ungrateful, because I'm not. I have an amazing family and I love my son with all of my heart, I am enjoying his craziness every day :)