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I met my husband about 6 years ago and we got pregnant about a year into our relationship. He is 4 now and such an amazing kid! We have been struggling to have a successful pregnancy for 2 years now, with 4 miscarriages all in the first tri-mester

What does it all mean??

TTC= trying to conceive

BBT= basal body temperature

HPT= home pregnancy test

OPK= ovulation predictor kit

BFP= big fat positive (what we want!)

BFN= big fat negative (what we loathe...)




What's been going on?

Dec 2004: Met Derek at a friends birthday dinner (and didn't like him lol!)

Feb 2006: Conceived Owen by surprise

Sept 22, 2006: Derek and I got married

Nov 6, 2006: Owen was born!

Nov 2008: Decide to TTC for #2

Jan 2009: Longest cycle ever, take HPT and got a BFP. Go to dr and find out we're mid miscarriage

May 2009: BFP!

June 2009: Go to DR for first OB appointment to find no heartbeat, off to hospital for D&C. Told to wait 3 months before TTC again

Dec 2009: BFP and one week later start bleeding, miscarriage #3

Jan 2010: Go in to see DR, check blood and all organs working well, and ovulating well.

April 2010: Another BFP. About a week later start bleeding again, miscarriage #4.

May 2010: Talk to my DR, has me wait 6 months before TTC again.

Sept 2010: Go to follow up with DR, has me start taking prenatal vitamins, baby asprin and progesterone 48 hours after ovulation (to take until my cycle starts, or reach 13 weeks in a pregnancy)

March 7th 2011: BFP!!!!! (over the next few days I ended up taking 4 tests to be for sure positive)

April 4th 2011: First OB appointment... saw lil baby on ultrasound and STRONG heartbeat of 175 bpm.

June 27th 2011: Second ultrasound, we're having a lil boy!

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Saturday, January 15, 2011

Don't give up

Today I hosted, along with my mom, my cousin's sprinkle. A sprinkle is a party for a second baby (or 3rd etc.) instead of showering the mom to be with gifts we sprinkle her with diapers, wipes and clothes. Since she should have all of the basic stuff for a baby she will just need a little "sprinkling" ;] Anyways, it went so well! So many people made it out and I was really happy with how everything turned out. I am hoping my cousin Tarah posts the photos soon so I can share them! Cindy got a ton of super cute clothes for Miss Payton, who is due next month, and lots of diapers and wipes! I'm so glad we did this for her... she's such a great mom and she deserved to be spoiled for the day.

Cindy and I have an unfortunate connection... she has had a few miscarriages also. She had hers before her son Wyatt and all we blighted ovums. She has been such a sweetheart and has been very supportive to me throughout this whole process. If you had told me that when we got older, she and I would be close I would've just scoffed at you... Thank God for this girl! Her and I got to talking about the miscarriages and I of course started crying (thankfully after everyone was gone!) and she just kept hugging me and telling me to not be discouraged and to not give up... she didn't and now she's on baby #2. I was on the way to giving up completely, and I just can't. I know God wants to give me new hope... new hope for what he will do in my life. I am going to not give up... Thank you to Cindy for just being that silent strength I needed today.

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