Wednesday, January 12, 2011
do I throw in the towel?
As I sit here with cramps... (hopefully not tmi) I wonder if having another baby is even meant for me. I know that Owen will be enough for me if that's the case. But, I guess I'm waiting for God to either say "yes" or "no". We've been trying again for 4 months... in our 26 month journey we've gotten nowhere. I've gotten to a point where I don't want to deal with the heartache anymore. I don't want to have the monthly disappointment. It's hard... I'm waiting for God to speak to me and tell me what I need to do.
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I know you're tired. Just continue to pray that he makes it very clear to you. I'm in the same boat. How many more thousands of dollars are we going to spend to get pregnant? At this point I'm still saying I'll do it til I get a baby, but I have to trust in HIS plan.
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